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Thursday, September 30, 2010

sleeepy and busy pau.. 11:28 PM

this morning..

when i reached office..

i just sat down..

and blank out..

i dunno wad i was doing..

sab said..

i was simply sitting down and staring at the screen..

but..

i dun remember i was looking at the screen leh..

she even nudged my chair and i didnt know...

ahhahahaha..

wads wrong with me..

hmmm..

i seemed so out of my mind recently..

anyway..

work is busy busy busy..

haiz..

dreading work tmr..

dun feel like clearing those stuffs anymore..

miss bear bear alot..

though just met him for supper ytd..

but..

it was like..

just for one hr?

this weekend also not meeting him..

haiz..

going drinking tmr!!

friend's bdae..

dunno wanna get wad for him leh..

haiz..

hahaha..

i helped my bear bear bathed today..

i cant believe..

i just stand there and watch it..

in the washing machine throughout..

hahaha..

its so cute la!

now its being hang dry..

so ke lian..

coz kanna hang upside down..

hahahaha..

next time bear bully me..

i also hang him upside down...

wahahahahahahahhahahahahaahha!!

bear bear..

see that MMS i sent u?

my bear bear hanging up on the pole??

that is wad u will get if u bully me..

hehehehe!

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

pale pau! 10:58 PM

OMG..

my period came..

on the bus..

this morning..

suay in a way..

coz its my white undies...

and i threw it away liao..

happy! and relieved!

for bear bear and me..

hehehehe..

anyway..

today..

i damn stupid..

i fell asleep on the bus 21..

den subconsciously..

half awake..

i thought to myself..

omg omg..

faster wake up..

i am going to miss my bus!!

omg omg..

i will miss my bus 21..

huh?

den where i am now..

den all the bus nos came up to my mind..

it lasted for a while..

when i finally wake up and realise..

i am actually on bus 21.. hahahaha..

-.-"

oh well..

period this month is kinda intolerable..

with the heavy flow and cramp..

but thanks to super sweet bear bear..

who said he'll bring me for supper at the 85 market later..

soooooooooo super sweeeeeet..

must be wanna bribe me before he go to batam and find girls..

HMPH!

anyway..

dunno why bear bear is so against me drinking bubbletea..

hehee..

its just like asking him not to drink green tea!!

i changed my bedsheets ytd..

feels shiok!

bear changed his bedsheet today..

and he had this super duper cute..

bear bear pillow case lor..

wahahhahahahahaha..

cant wait to see it..

but..

i guess..

that'll just have to wait till next weekend already..

my "jiemei" from my attachment work place(LUGE)

[she is a guy who wanted to be a girl.. she told me she just moved out of her hse and living on her own as a girl now..]

talked to me on msn just now..

she said she quited her job at luge and is veryy free now..

so she askedd for dinner tmr..

hehehe..

didnt meet her for super long liao lor..

since.. january??

hahahaha..

hehehe..

anyway..

today..

bear bear made me feel like a..

幸福小包包..

happy is the word~~

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

sad pau pau.. =( 2:10 PM

sad pau..
=(
i am so so so sad..
finally..
when i have..
made up my mind..
after so long..
after so much considerations..
i cannot go to batam with bear bear..
why?
coz of my stupid passport..
=/
i dunno why they so lame one lor..
i already renew my passport in Feb this year..
and next year Feb will be the expiry date..
to go overseas..
your passport needs to be valid for at least 6months..
argh..
stupid lor..
den i called ICA..
they say will need to go down to ICA to see wad they can do about it..
huh.. how to sia..
still need to take off..
haiz..
so never go le lor..
=(
PLUS..
maybe bear's mummy already book everything le..
hmph..
so sad.. =(
and worse..
stay up late ytd for nth..
haiz..
so sad..
=(

well..
the advantage of this incident is..
made me motivated to go down to m'sia embassy..
to get my renouncement done asap..
my uncle say..
need to go down at least 3 times lor!
wtf..
so inefficient..
hahah..
worse still..
everything takes about 6mths..
so means..
if going BKK..
maybe i would still need to go ICA to extend my passport?
haiz..
so ma fan.....
luckily i can ma fan my uncle also..
hahahaha..
coz two years ago.. he also fetch my korkor go the m'sia embassy..
so now i also wanna ask him fetch me there!
woooohooooo!
at least got pple fetch..
wont feel so sian..
hahahahaha..
if still need to go find out..
where in the world is the embassy..
den find out the route there..
i really dun feel like going down liao..
hahaha..
somemore.. waste my off day to go there lor..
sian!

weekend without bear...
wad should i do...............
=(
club club club and club!
wahahahahahahahahahahaa..

Monday, September 27, 2010

batam anot? 9:33 AM

hmmm..
bear bear is going to batam with his family next weekend..
should i go?
or should i not go?
hahahha..
i would really love a holiday..
even if its a short one..
hmmmm..
to get out of this place for a while..
to feel free again.. =)
but..
again..
i think its kinda weird if i tag along isnt it?
LOL.. i mean..
they are going there as a family wad..
hmmm..
i scared i will feel like an outsider..
hahaha..
and..
i didnt ask bear..
if they go..
den the 3 of them sure will share one room one right?

how how how..
dun care so much and just go?
or..
continue thinking.. and remain dunno?
LOL..
haiz.
pau hates to make decisions..

Saturday, September 25, 2010

arcade! 4:51 PM

thursday:

went to work..

went to jurong point to meet..

weiqing, marvin and charles..

so..

while waiting for charles..

we went to play arcade first..

hahahahaha..

it made me feel like a kid again.. =)

hahaha..

and of course..

wq and marvin..

are also like small kids la..

play bishi bashi until so excited..

hahahahahahhaha..

we also played this game..

er..

use the ball and throw the screen game..

and this two kids..

so excited.

that they stand so close to the screen la!

LOL..

boys..

tsk tsk..

i should bring them to downtown to play another game..

that time i played like mad..

ehehehe..

i believe they will play till they're crazy too..

LOL..

den charles came..

omg..

he is the same as..

wq and marvin..

like to irritate pple..

and..

i was totally irritated man!

hahaha.

den went kbox..

its freeeeezing!!

charles left first..

den left 3 of us..

went for supper den go home!

Friday:

woke up with a cold..

went to the doc..

waited so freaking long for my turn la..

and..

had to eat disgusting medicine..

which made me drowsy and i had to sleep thru the day..

SAT:

I GET TO GO MEET BEAR!

Thursday, September 23, 2010

smaller eyes pau 10:35 AM

OMG..
went zouk with bear and marcus..
hmmm.. the black label taste really yucks..
hahahaha..
it was ladies night! wooohooooo!
went into mambo with them..
hahahahaha..
it was so funny watching everyone do the same actions..
LOL..
i can never do that..
coz i got hand and brain discoordination?
LOL..
we also went phuture.. was..
crowded..
as usual la..
LOL..
bear bear bought a drink for me!
=)
super flaming lamborghini..
whahahaha.. it taste..
sux towards the end..
and the after taste also sux..
LOL..
and i didnt even get high after that lor..
i always thought..
i would be drunk if i try all these stuff..
or puke very badly..
coz it looks..
strong..
hahaha..
so happy! (even though bear says he wont feel the kick coz its only one shot.. hahaha.. but he is different coz he is alcoholic)

i think i am really couragous..
to wear that pair of heels to club ytd..
LOL..
so freaking high..
and.. i seriously cant remember when was the last time i wore anything like that..
LOL..
and i danced in it for?
3 hrs?
hahahah!
now the soles of my feet are aching..
hahaha..
pls remind me not to try that again..
but well..
no choice i guess..
only had this pair of heels..
even if i am gonna buy..
i am sure my itchy hand..
would choose a pair of heels..
even..
higher than the current one..
hahahahaha..
so better not buy...
LOL..
later i fall down how?
hahahahah..

the weird thing about ytd is..
peiyi was just behind us in phuture..
and i felt really weird..
hmm... well..
lucky its a club..
cant see very well..
dun have to talk also thanks to the loud music..
=)

they sent me home..
and i removed my make up..
wash up..
and decided not to bathe..
coz i am going to bathe again soon..
LOL..
popped a mask on my face before i went to bed..
and fell asleep before i could even reply to bear's msg..
hehehe..

anyway..
bear was super sweet..
coz he purposely wake up so early..
to give me morning call!
i was a bit surprised how he managed to wake up..
=)

i am officially smaller eyes pau..
upgraded from small eyes pau..
hahahahah..
past 3 days.. cant even clock 10hrs of sleeep..
ytd only slept for 1.5hrs?
ahahaha..
Oh my goodness..
dark eye circles..
please stay away from me...........
LOL..
go home must do eye mask liao..
hahahaha..
=)
and bear thinks i forgot about his eye mask and face mask session..
LOL..
just to let u know..
i didnt forget okie?
hehe..
*grins*

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Mid-autumn Festival 10:21 AM

wooohoooooooo!
today is zhong qiu jie!!
where is my lantern..
candles..
and! MOONCAKES?!
hahaha.. didnt manage to eat much mooncake this year..
=(
i remember back then when i working in oriental..
we would be sent to help pack mooncakes..
and we would stuff ourselves with mooncakesss..
coz they got high standards.. and will reject those with cracks..
or those abit chipped off at the side ones.
and where does that goes?
hahahaha..
our stomach!
LOL..
the snow-skinned mooncakes with champagne truffle is the best..
we used to stand in the chillers to pack those..
coz it cant be left outside for too long..
and we will FREEZE to death in the chiller..
its not called a chiller for no reasons okie..
LOL..
and the snow skinned mooncakes are so small and cute..
we are not allowed to eat that coz its more expensive..
ahahaha..
but being us..
sneaking food into our mouth is the next best thing we can do..
other than serving guests..
LOL..
two mouthful den can finish the mooncake le..
=)
if i put the whole thing in, den i cannot chew..
too full..
TRIED it before.. LOL..
in the end i had to take it out..
and the person packing mooncake with me..
will keep scolding me..
say i am very grosssss.....
hahahahaha..
but no choice wad!
cannot chew leh.. of course need to take it out..
hahaha..
den the snow skin is like nua already..
LOL..
its really quite gross..
LOL!!!!
moooncake moooncake...
eat more den become like moooncake..

mummy say she is cooking steamboat stuff for dinner..
okie..
maybe that is something positive about her friends coming over..
lol..
love the soup...
and the pork balls are my favourite!
i can eat like 20-30 of them one shot..
hahahahaha!
crabstick..
seafood tofu..
golden mushroom..
cabbage..
YUMMY!
=)

it will be good to have the steamboat NOW..
coz the whole office is freeeeezing..
steamboat would be goood! =)
eat at home maybe will perspire abit..
hahahahaha...

i am going to sleep early today!
lol.. only slept 3.5 hrs on monday..
4 hrs on tuesday..
hahaha..
cant clock 8 hrs of sleep..
even when i add the two days up..
LOL..
sleepy pau~~~
when i alight the bus..
i was like.. cannot even open my eyes..
need to hold it open with my hands when i was walking..
LOL...

bear bear says i am the..
small eyes pau..
when he is the small eyes bear..
wahahahahahahahahahhaha..
=)

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

sweet bear! 7:35 AM

hehehe..
bear was being super sweet today!
he sent me home..
waited for me to bathe and get ready..
den fetched me to work!
=)
but of course..
like that..
i reached work like super early..
had to on the lights lor!
luckily sherylyn came in shortly after me..
so i am not that scared..
wahahahahahahahhaa

shit..
ytd forgot to go collect my gourmet points..
now all gone liao..
=(
hahahahaha..
anyway..
i found the gourmet king this morning again!
hehehe..
i think..
he simply looks so so so so cute lor!!
wahahahahahahhahahaha..

hmmm..
sleepy pau in action~~~~~~
=(

Monday, September 20, 2010

obsessed pau 1:26 PM

omg.. i am so obsessed with restaurant city..
ahahahaha..
i wanna unlock the bar..
but i dun have enough coffeebean and hazelnut and milk..
=(
i also wan more coins to decorate my restaurant..
hehehehe..
all these just..
make me so pek chek..
LOL!

feels like eating carls junior beef chilli cheese fries.
and koi bubble tea..
wahahahahahahhahahaha...

paupau is feeling sleepy after lunch..
=)

sunday! 12:11 AM

PAUPAU hates sunday nights..

i feel sad..

plus..

bear.. says i am a pest?

haiz..

he says i am a rat..

and..

i told him i loved him today..

and he..

changed the topic..

oh wells..

still miss him and love him nevertheless..

wahahahahahhahaha..

hahaahahha..

pau pau tried to psycho her friends to play restaurant city..

pau cant sleep..

insomnia pau..

Friday, September 17, 2010

sick pau.. 10:51 PM

pau pau feels sick....

i cant stop sneezing..

and its irritating..

virus pau..

Joke of the day 1 1:06 PM

Joke of the day with LAODA:

Laoda: where are you all going for lunch?
Me: i'm not sure.. see them lor.. i sms u when we have decided.. =)
Laoda: okie
[sms laoda]
Me: we eating at the market.. wad u wanna da bao?
Laoda: Help me get the avocado drink pls. And a butcher knife oso. I wan kill people
Me: [burst out laughing] Avocado milkshake? lol.. Is it the fruit stall beside the cai fan? hahahaha.. cannot get u the knife! Later my life in danger! hahahahaha..
Laoda: Ya bsid caifan. den u buy and kil for me lor.
Me:wahahahahahahahha.. I kill them for you on my last day..
[back to office]
Me: lao da da da da da... nah.. [puts the drink on the table]
Laoda: Where is my knife?
Me: hahahah.. dun worry.. i will kill them for u on my last day..
Laoda: Too late liao la! By then they would have killed me already..

wahahahahahahahahahahahhahaha..
i think i am..
simply..
falling in love with her..
wahahahhahahah..

luckily i am not a lesbian...
if not i will definitely be a play girl.
LOL!

sneezing pau! 10:47 AM

OHAIYOGOZAIMASU!

oh my goodness..
i simply cant stop sneezing..
argh..
and my throat feels..
sore..
=(
sick pau?

well..
the super duper heavy rain now isnt helping at all..
its just making me feel colder..
and sneeze even more!!
hahaha..
its freezing in the office..
well..
all this just adds up to one word..
SLEEPY..
hmmm.. how to go for lunch like that??

dunno how did busy bee's test goes...
hahah..
its finally friday..
when can i see bear bear?
i am so in need of a..
beary great big hug!
=)

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Restaurant City! 11:40 PM

stupid bear..
tempt me into playing it..
well..
i wanted to play..
just lazy to create my character..
wahahahahahhaha..
now that i have started..
guess i am going to be pretty entertained for quite a while..
LOL..

bear bear just now said..
come find me later..
my heart skipped a beat..
and was so so happy..
but.. of course..
den i realise..
it may not be wad he meant..
coz i know he has a test tmr..
and there is no way he can come..
hehe..
nevertheless..
i felt happy..
=)

bear bear is helping me to arrange my restaurant layout..
my customers will be happppppy!!
i saw penguins in bear bear's restaurant! so cute!! =)

Pau Thinks.. 4:12 PM

well..
NEW BLOG..
with only ONE reader..
=)
though i think he may not read it often..
coz its really bo liao..
but..
that doesnt mean i wont blog here often..
wahahahahahahhaha..
i can rant rant rant non-stop here..

*wonders*
wad is mr bear doing..
hehe..
mr bear was so sweet ytd.. =)
he called me before he slept..
to chat with me for a while..
though he sounds really sleepy..
hehe..
and entertained me with his fake snore..
wahahahahahahhaha..

there are bound to have pple..
who are just out to make ur life miserable..
but there are also those..
who will never fail to put a smile on your face.. =)

BUT..
haiz..
the happier i am now..
may result in..
greater sadness in future?
LOL..
i dunno anymore..
just let nature take its course..
it will be if its meant to be..
but if its not..
no matter how sad i may feel..
it still will not be..
KARMA..
should have expected it..
just hope..
it wont apply to this time..
=)

my feelings are always right..
sometimes i hope it isnt so accurate..
it kinda sux..

its already thursday!
i wonder if bear bear will have time for me this weekend..
=)
bear's test is tmr..
*pau sends some good luck for him tmr*
wahahahahhahahaha

FIRST POST 3:02 PM

smiley pau.. =)