everyone needs love.. even pau pau <3

Sunday, October 31, 2010

wooohooooooooo! 3:54 PM

yeah! it came it came!

so bear bear and i were super relieved..

i didnt really wanna keep him worried too..

coz he is having alot of tests now..

so..

its kinda goooood..

haiz.. though period sux..

but.. wad to do..

went jogging this morning..

though i really sux and ran a super short distance jiu give up liao..

but marcus and marvin are super sweeet!

they accompanied me walked...

a LONG distance..

hehehe..

but.. well..

though we felt healthy after the run..

we..

ate mac for breakfast afterwards.. and that is like..

super unhealthy?

hahahaha...

but..

wad to do..

i had cravings (AS USUAL)

and for the stickers..

heheh..

i dunno why i got so much cravings...

hahaha..

i wont have this kinda cravings for clothes or shoes..

or bags..

hahahaha..

unless..

it comes to a point when i felt i had really nth to wear..

LOL..

anyway..

wilson's bdae celebration on friday was a disaster..

felt like crying the moment i met them..

haiz..

i guess i overestimated myself..

facing tiffany was even harder than facing jessin..

jessin is always angry at me..

so i am used to her mean ways..

but now that tiffany is like that..

i felt really hurt..

she is the one..

i was so close with from secondary sch!

haiz.. everything changed when she got to know jessin..

i gave up my chance to go to junior college to be able to study in the same course as her..

i gave up my opportunity to continue being in the same class as huiting, kianyan, benji, junwei..

and many more..

though in the end we didnt manage to get into the same course..

but we were still quite close..

haiz..

THINGS CHANGE..

we didnt talked to each other on friday..

kept a distance..

purposely sat at oppposite ends on the dining table...

didnt talk..

when..

i was about to alight the train..

i said bye to everyone..

she didnt even say BYE..

she just kept her head down..

dun even wanna look in my direction den took out her phone and started texting...

why did things become like that..

i had a dream about her..

i dreamt that..

she is different from jessin..

she is still willingly to talk to me nicely..

and.. talk things out..

but obviously..

dreams are the opposite of reality..

now.. sometimes when i see certain status of theirs on fb..

i will feeel that the mean thing they are talking about is referring to me..

or when i hear them talking to their friends..

i will link it to me and feel they are shooting me..

i am getting paranoid..

i am really worried..

i dun wanna to go back to the old me..

the super paranoid one..

the alcoholic one..

the emo one..

the one that hides in the blanket and cry secretly..

the one dont feel like answering any calls..

not replying any texts...

not meeting anyone..

just wanna be alone..

everyday think of dying..

i dun wanna be like that again..

i dun wan to make some pple worry for me..

though i am no longer sure who will be worried for me..

but i guess bear bear would ba..

you know..

i used to laugh damn hard..

be damn crazy..

be damn noisy..

to hide all those stuff i am feeling inside..

becoz..

i dun want my friends' mood to be affected by me..

just becoz i am emo..

doesnt means i have to make others emo tooo..

it came to a point now...

that i no longer know..

i am laughing coz i am really happy..

or..

i am just laughing just for the sake of laughing..

but i remember..

i used to tell one of them..

only one of my friend honestly..

although i dunno whether i am really laughing truthfully anot..

but.. i am very sure..

when i am exceptionally super crazy..

and do super crazy things..

i am actually trying super hard to hide that i am feeling sad..

so sometimes.. when i am that crazy..

my friend feels sad for me..

after this continues for some time...

i am actually goood at..

pretending nothing as happpened..

block out things i dun wanna remember..

as long as i dun see or hear those stuffs that will trigger my memory of the unhappy stuff...

i am scared..

i can feel it..

the old me..

is coming back..

haiz..

cant really stop it..

really tired..

mentally..

physically..

exhausted..

just wanna close my eyes and sleep forever..

i am lucky that i still have bear bear to be there for me..

if not..

i bet..

now..

i dun even know how to talk to pple..

wont know wad to say..

dun feel like saying anything..

the quietest ying ever..

this is a great weekend!

i feel..

this sad burden that has been wearing me out..

was lifted off my shoulder for a moment..

maybe..

on monday..

everything will fall back on my shoulder..

but i am glad i had this break..

chef kok called me ytd..

he invited me to his baby's full month celebration..

no doubt..

invited jessin and tiffany tooo...

haiz..

i really dunno if i can survive that..

worried.....

THANKS BEAR BEAR for being here.............

just as i am typing this post..

i cant stop the tears from welling up in my eyes..

haiz..

Friday, October 29, 2010

stupid pau 11:32 AM

haiz..
i feel so dumb.
i am so dumb.
i am a dumbass pau.

dangerous! 12:46 AM

hmmm..

period haven come..

worried..

anyway..

its dangerous to have something on ur mind when u are walking...

i dunno wad the hell was on my mind..

i was crossing the road..

just a small road la..

den the car was turning into the carpark..

damn the driver man..

drive so fast..

purposely stop super duper close to me..

actually didnt really stop..

its more like brake...

den accelerate slowly..

like almost wanna bang into me already..

i got a shock when it brake so close to me..

but.. i tell myself..

hahahahahaha..

die nvm! STYLE must be there..

so i didnt show that i was shock..

slowly walk somemore..

didnt even turn to look at the driver..

hehehehe..

just walked off steadily..

the moment i walk past..

i can feel his car zoom past..

damn it lor..

drivng den big shot arh?

i dare u to bang me la!

HMPH.

ANGRY.

although its feels abit sian to walk to the 506 bus stop.

but..

no choice..

convince myself that it is the only exercise i can do in a day..

hahahah..

health screening results is out!

sian..

i dun wanna go for a second blood test..

i think its sorta confirmed already ba..

cleaned my room and changed the bedsheets..

feel damn shiok now..

haiz..

bear bear is gonna be busy these few weeks..

i feel so lonely..

but the prob is..

my time is very occupied and all..

but still feel lonely..

hehehe..

must be coz no bear bear around to let me hug..

hehehehee.. =x

or no bear bear around to smile at me.. =)

GOODNIGHT BLOG.

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

love or hate?? 8:08 AM

haiz..
the deeper you love..
the deeper you hate..
sometimes..
i feel..
i hate jessin and tiffany for wad happened..
but after i have that thought..
i would feel like i am a very mean person..
den i will top hating them..
but this thing just keeps going on and on in my head..
the only way it stops is when..
i can distract myself..
when i dun have to see them..
=(
i bet it must be the evil doings of the angel and devil again..

argh!
i need a haircut!
LOL..

Monday, October 25, 2010

MONOPOLY MADNESS! 1:57 PM

omg!
the monopoly madness is back!
hehehe..
I am gonna go crazy over it again..
*thinking about the amount of mac extra value meal upsized i ate last year*
i guess.. i simply stopped eating mac for a period of time..
LOL.. i ate it almost everyday for supper lor..
LOL..

forced bear bear and marcus to go to mac with me on sunday..
hehehehe..
all of us upsized our meals.. =)
and we got a free apple pie and small jasmine green tea..
wahahahahahahahha..
sometimes i feel i am really stupid..
i know that it is pretty impossible to get it..
but..
i still wanna go do it..
i know its practically impossible to win..
but i still wanna collect it..
thats how stupid i am..
hahaha...

feeling super broke..
haven had this feeling since i started working in SMC..
but i dunno why..
just suddenly so broke..
LOL..
wonder wad did i spend on lor..
hahaha..

why does weekends pass so fast???
why?
why?
why?
haiz...............
anyway..
it was.. another happy weekend !
hehehe...

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Ikea Meatballs! 12:16 AM

hehe..

OMG..

bear bear accompanied me to the ikea at alexandra road..

woooohooooooooo..

meatballs..

i ate 10.. bear bear ate 10..

and we ordered 6 chicken wings..

den went downstairs to for a hotdog bun each...

hehehe..

anyway..

bear bear was..

supppppppeeer loving today..

made me feel so overwhelmed..

wahahahahahahahahaha..

den we had some unfinished business...

a mind blowing one..

hehe..

followed by bowling!

hehe..

cant remember when was the last time i bowled...

it was sec 4? hahahhaa..

i only learnt how to bowl in sec 4 too..

so well..

of coz..

my score is the lowest!

my score for 3 games is like bear's score for 1 game..

LOL..

den we went for supper at simpang bedok..

and i led them to the wrong exit!!

ahahha..

so stupid!

anyways..

bear ate the banana sweet sweet prata,

i ate maggie goreng pattaya,

martin and rachel ate mee goreng pattaya,

marcus ate burger!!

i wanna eat wrap at first de..

but no more liao..

so sad..

haiz..

oh wells.. had my meatballs..

so no complains...

im missssssing bear so much...........!

hehehe..

yearns for a beary hug..

Monday, October 18, 2010

health screening! 10:50 PM

woke up at the same time..

but instead of taking a bus..

i went to take a train towards outram park..

meeting laoda there at 8am..

but somehow..

just got some feeling that tells me..

even if i reach early also nvm..

LOL.

so i didnt leave hse a little later...

and yes!

i was right!

when i was at cityhall..

laoda alreaady reached..

she was early..

hahah..

luckily i only left about 3 stops..

so in the end..

we were both early..

but she was earlier..

laoda told me she was very worried last night ..

coz fifi seemed to have sprained her waist..

she say she need to bring it to the vet tonight..

and is worried..

sometimes she felt more like a friend than laoda to me..

health screening!

we went to drop our bags in laoda's drawer..

well..

first time to comb..

and all i can say is..

its.. small? hahahaha!

went to queue up for our health screening..

and...!!!

i am so scared and nervous..!

i was standing behind laoda..

and.. my anxiety made laoda nervous too..

can u imagine HOW nervous i was?

hahahhaha...

den i listened to bear bear..

i turned my head to look at the person draw the blood..

and i saw sabrina!

she didnt see us yet though..

but she.. turned her head and shut her eyes real tight~

like she was in alot of pain!

i was so scared that i grabbed laoda arms immediately.. real tight!!

den say.. "omg omg! laoda!! u seee! sabrina!! she look like she is in alot of pain.. how? hoooow? hooooooooooww?!"

den laoda say..

"hahahaha.. can u stop being so funny.. u are making me very nervous too leh"

so..

after our height, weight, bp test..

we went to wait for our blood test..

den i asked sabrina pain ma..

she say immediately..

PAIN!

hahahaha.. omg.. i almost fainted..

hahah..

den laoda say..

i go first den u next? or u wan first den i behind u?

hehe..

i refused to go there la..

just sat rooted to the chair.. i almost cried out lor..

heheh,.

den laoda bo bian.. went first..

den she's done.. she gave me a killer stare and ask me to go.

but i simply wont butt..

ahahaha..

so i skipped like 3 or 4 turns..

when sab finally convinced me to gooooooooooo..

den i wass so nervous i think i made the nurse abit pek chek..

"u wanna do it now? or go there and sit until u are ready den come back?"

me: no no.. just do it..

*looks away and shut eyes tight*

it was pain..

and..

i drew 3 tubes of blood..

the others only drew 2?

hahahahah..

wad a.. traumatizing morning.............................

anyway.. had a lovely weekend with bear bear..

i felt....

loved and pampered..

(though i am the one giving massages)

hehe..

i guess.. it'll make up for the unloved weekdays this week..

hehehe..

anyway.. laoda so sweeeeet..

she ask if i got my swimsuit yet and offered to go see see look look tgt..

i wanna buy a one piece.. black.. with yellow linings..

dunno can find ma? hehehehe..

bear bear bear bear bear bear~~~~

miss beary hugs..

OH..

i forgot to mention..

BEAR was super sweet today toooooooo!

he gave me a big beary hug after my painful injection today..

hehehe.. it did made me feel better lor..

so sweets.. =)

thanks bear bear.. hehe..

Friday, October 15, 2010

love or habit? 1:48 PM

Chatted with marcus ytd during supper..
den..
realised..
he was tgt with sharon for 4 years..
omg..
4 freaking years den they broke up leh..
wasted?
den i asked him..
do u think its love/ habit?
den he answered immediately without thinking..
habit.
but these few months..
i have beeen thinking about this qns alot..
love or habit love or habit love or habit?
of coz i am not refering to bear..
but thinking in general..
den..
a few weeks ago..
it came to me that...
isnt it when u love someone..
u have to try to understand them..
accomodate and compromise with each other..
till u feel comfortable and at ease with each other's company..
is love becoming a habit a bad thing?
why cant it be a habit that u love?
i think..
i mean..
isnt love and habit suppose to work together?
i mean..
if u all are tgt got years..
and still cant get used to each other..
how bad would that be?
hmmm..
alot alot of thoughts for the past few months..
and i came to the conclusion that..
well..
it becoming a habit is not that bad ba..
i believe.. love and habit sorta co-exist..
hmmmm..
so..
maybe.
sometimes when feelings fade..
pple blame it on habit..
i thought i can conclude my doubt..
but when marcus sounds so sure ytd..
i start to ponder again..
haiz..
can anyone enlighten me?

2nd topic: changes
haiz..
i am afraid of changes..
i dun like changes in fact..
hmmm..
i am afraid that the guy would change his attitude after getting tgt..
i am afraid that..
i will be afraid to lose him after getting tgt..
i know i will never be those kinda possessive gfs..
i know i will let him do wadever he wants..
but still.. the fear that lives within..
is tiring..
hahahahahaha.....
confused..

sometimes..
i feel damn useless..
coz when bear feels depressed coz of sch..
i dunno how to console him..
when he feels sian from studying..
i dunno how to encourage him...
when he is tired of doing sch work..
i dunno how to help him...
haiz...
all these just summarise to one word: useless..
useless pau..

Thursday, October 14, 2010

ice cream making session 1 1:03 AM

went to shaw for lunch at 1pm with wf and laoda today..

we ate..

KFC..

went to ntuc..

bought stuff to make ice cream..

and we went back to office late!

wahahahahahhahahahhah..

went hm to try making the ice-cream immediately..

oh well..

i think..

it really looks like and taste like ice cream now..

heheh..

at first i was super scared tat it will be a failed experiment..

but..

its chocolate ice cream..

so looks abit like shit now?

hahahahhahahaha..

haiz..

cant sleep..

stomach feels damn unwell..

its not exactly those excruciating pain..

but it feels like..

someone is grabbing ur stomach in the inside..

and squeezing it hard..

argh..

hate my stomach..

always so much problem..

haiz...

*miss bear*

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

swim pau.. swim! 12:21 AM

pau..

signed up for swimming lessons today..

okie..

this is basically gonna be a super broke month lor...

paying for bkk trip..

gave mummy 200..

and 100 to my uncle for poly sch fees..

now..

i have to pay for swimming lessons..

lol..

think cannot save much money liao..

LOL.. nvm nvm..

swimming is..

paying for 3months..

so its okie!!

hahahah..

bkk is paying for jan..

next month gotta start saving the money to spend in bkk liao..

saw my friends pictures..

they just went to bkk..

haiz..

i am damn xian mu de lor.....

envy envy envy..

ENVIOUS..

LOL..

hahaha..

really excited..

i wonder..

how long i will take to learn how to swim lor..

hahaa.. still gotta but swimsuit..

goggles... etc..

bkk..

starts feeling the excitement of holiday..

ice-cream making..

cant wait to make some ice cream myself..

toooooooooo eggggg-cited liao!!

work: SUX..

coz alot of stuff to do..

making me abit blur..

with all the update forms and emails coming in..

the amount of stuff to p-file is mounting up..

haiz.. sian..

wish of the week:

hopes that bear bear can sleep early everyday..

Monday, October 11, 2010

weird pau 8:22 PM

hehe.. i think i am crazy.

ytd when i was in kbox with bear bear..

i suddenly felt..

hahaha.. that i am..

madly in love with him?

hahaha..

i think i am crazy..

and after i was forced to tell him..

he..

actually..

laughed it off!

hmph!

hahahahaahaha..

made me feel i am even more crazy..

LOL..

anyway..

felt super guilty why we didnt left with marcus..

bear bear must have been really worried..

worse thing is..

i fell asleep first..

luckily martin took leave to look after his ma today..

hmmm..

i dunno..

if i was dreaming.. or i really heard it..

bear bear told martin i wanted to take off to stay hm and look their ma..

he laughed..

hmmm..

whether it is dream anot..

it just occured to me when i saw bear bear conversation with martin wad..

marcus got showflat..

his dad gotta wake up early..

martin got attachment..

bear bear got sch..

den the ma will be alone at hm...

so if i got leave den i just take lor..

hmmm..

i know i am dumb and dunnno how to take care of pple..

but at least..

i can buy food for her and acc her ma..

anything still can bring her go dr..

hmmm..

but anyway..

its also good that martin has got leave..

haha..

i was very afraid and worried i wont be able to do a good job lor..

poor bear bear..

slept at 5plus.. and woke up at 7plus for sch..

tmr still got test..

he must be tired beat..

but.. there is nth i can do to help him..

feels so useless..

haiz..

OMG..

something is wrong with me..

i haven ate anything today..

and i..

am still not hungry..

and dun feel like eating anything..

hahaha..

i am a weird pau~~

LOL..

Friday, October 8, 2010

side effects of lunch 2:06 PM

omg~~
i am feeling so sleepy after lunch....
zzzzzzzzzzz....

YEAH!
marcus say he's on for the BKK trip!
woooohooooo!
hope martin and gf could go toooo..
heez..
but.. go in odd no. is weird?
if ask marcus to have a room to himself..
is weird..
if they 3 share a room..
and i share a room with rachel..
is even weirder..
hahahaha..
but..
if martin is not going..
den..
cant possibly ask marcus to have one room one wad..
den the 3 of us share a room?
LOL..
complicated..
but nvm..
dun care..
this weekend book our tix and hotel rooms first ba..
wahahhahaha..
YIPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
i am such a happy pau now..
egggggg-cited!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway..
bear bear said to think of somethingg which i wanna do this weekend..
hehehe..
i feel like..
eating..
DIM SUM BUFFET..
wahahahahahhahaha.
craving craving for it coz..
my friends are posting delicious diim sum pics on fb..
hehehe..
BUT..
usually dim sum buffet..
need to have a minimum of 4 pax..
=(
haiz..

*PAU THINKS HARD*
how to approach sherylyn in an inconspicuous way..
so that..
i can pull bear bear along with me to the horror movie..
so that i can feel less scared..
hehehehe..

should i try some sorta story?
LOL..
the angel and devil got different plan..
but..
i think both is.. devilish...
wahahahahahah..

Debate of the day

Angel: just approach her.. and ask her la! "eh.. sherylyn.. i was chatting to marvin on msn that day.. den i told him we're going for movie on 16th.. den he say we never ask him.. LOL"
Devil: come on la angel... how stupid can u get.. seriously.. she sure will think that smth is weird one lor! are u pig or wad? the simplest way la~ use the technology nowadays.. go to fb.. post on ur status.. "yeah! going for movie "tong gen" with sherylyn and sab!" den tag them.. from there, ask marvin to comment la.. wah.. go movie never ask!" den sherylyn will pai seh den ask liao.. SEE! STUPID ANGEL. INCONSPICUOUS!
Angel: hahaha.. stupid devil.. in the very first place.. bear bear may not wanna go watch the movie lor! wads makes u think he will be coorperative? my plan is like so much better la..
Devil: u dunno den ask la PIG..
Angel: u den pig.. ask den he say dun wanna watch den how?
Devil: dun watch den dun watch la.. no big deal..
Angel: u are such a sucker..
Devil.. TOO BAD DEN..

haiz..
plan A or plan D..
LOL..
maybe both plans sucks..
coz bear bear says he will feel weirdd?

anyway.. stupid angel and devil!
both also stupid.. quarrel till my head exploding..
exploding pau!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, October 7, 2010

pig pau (not pork hor is pig) 1:36 PM

haiz..
i am such a pig!!

work load is killing me..
TONS of misc stuff to do..
its really hard for my useless brain..
to track soooo many misc stuff..
sometimes i really feel like i am over-using my brain..

SPF contact fay..
fay send email to me say dr is no longer working at the place stated in PRS..
but SPF needs to contact dr urgently..
hmmm..
why cannot just straight away call the dr..
and ask him to contact SPF..
luckily our laoda smart..
ask me call dr den ask him to contact SPF..
den send him the update of personal particulars form later..
BUT
i am the most stupid..
coz i forward the email fay sent to me.. tgt with the SPF email and send to the dr requesting him to update his particulars..
LOL..
den fay replied..
say next time must remember to delete away the internal correspondence..
i damn stupid de lor.. totally forgot about it..
haiz..
my brain functions more lousily on rainy mornings ma..
=(

den i went to lunch with sharon alone..
coz sherylyn and sab are not here today..
so i was busy talking to sharon..
and~
i forgot to dabao for wf..
till i am back in the office lor..
haiz haiz haiz..................
i feel so guilty...........
=(
why am i so stupid?
haiz..
pig pau..

wf told me she has ikea meatballs at COMB ytd..
SHIOOOKNESSSSSSSSSS..
hehehehehehehee..
i miss the meatballs there too..
and the..
chicken wing..
and the..
hotdog bun..
and the..
soft serve ice cream..................
hmmmmmmm
yummmmmy! *slurps*
LOL..

omg...
here comes the after lunch effects~~
sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy.................
zzzzzzzzzz....

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

clumsy pau! 8:32 PM

argh..

stupid me..

dropped my ez link card on the floor of a crowded bus..

just one stop before i need to alight..

the bus is those old bus..

with dim light..

cant see clearly with everyone's shadow..

in the end.. found it under a chair..

and luckily a kind soul is willing to help me stretch for the card infront of him..

haiz..

and luckily..

i manage to alight the bus in time..

haiz..

wad a clumsy pau!!!!!

bear bear..

if.. you wanna concentrate on studying on ur exam..

just tell me okie..

dun feel bad that i'll feeel sad or wad okie?

i think..

i can convince myself to understand..

hmmm..

if weekends also dun wanna meet also can ba..

just tell me wayy in advance so i can be mentally prepared..

hahaha..

i'll just console myself with the thought of our bkk trip lor..

tsk tsk tsk...

ahahahhahaha..

am i nice or am i nice?

heheheh..

cant stand it.. hehe..

MISS U BEAR!

hee..

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Joke of the day with Laoda: 2 11:36 AM

hehehe..
laoda..
is..
really funny..
i was feeling sleepy at first one lor..
but now..
not so sleepy liao..
heheh..

Part of our msn conversation goes................

Laoda: dat irritating pw.. one day i will show her some color.. ya. y u wan upsize?
Me: heheh.. dun wan upsize!! wad if i dun like.. wahahahahahhahahaha.. i think hor.. call her policewoman like not very suitable leh.. police are good pple?
Laoda: nt all.. hav bad eggs..
Me:heh heh.. hai qun zi ma!
Laoda: zi zhu
Me: heheheh.. laoda.. dun like that leh.. i like to eat zhu rou one leh.. now.... *swallows saliva* i dun dare eat liao.. hahahahah!
Laoda: eee.. no wonder u so pally wit tp.. coz she is meaty person too.. im a fishy person.. keke..
Me: hehe.. laoda.. u are a small cat.. xiao mao.. tp and i are da mao.. big cats.. e.g. LION.. wahahahahahahahha..
Laoda: haha..
Me: laoda.. lend me two toothpicks
Laoda: i dun hav leh
Me: =( heh heh..
Laoda: y u wan
Me: hold open my eyes!! =x when do update of personal particulars.. its is like hypnotising me.. haha
Laoda: haha.. i hav cofi.. u can learn fr marvin.. eat cofi powder..
Me: hahaha.. eee.. he er xin one lor..
Laoda: hmm.. im glad u noe too.. keke
Me: hahaha.. when i told him i am sleepy.. he ask me go handicapped toilet sleep lor! er xin to the max.. hehe
Laoda: dun listen to his bad advice
Me: heh heh.. he is.. bad influence.. hahahahahhaa!

Monday, October 4, 2010

Mr late and Ms late 8:02 PM

hehehe..

in the end..

i went to find bear bear..

but..

we did some serious work okie..

we did bear's pamphlet..

hehe..

den we went to sleep..

and..

both of us woke up late for sch and workkk!!!

hahaha..

pau pau hates to say goodbye to bear..

haiz..

just hate it..

everytime after we say bye..

pau's mind will start running wild..

and..

thinking of negative stuff...

i know i am incomparable to her..

and will have to back off one day..

everytime i will.. think..

haiz..

maybe i should just stop contacting him..

den..

i would realise i cant?

coz..

i'll soon sms him.. and feel happy again..

den i'll tell myself..

aiya.. just dun care la..

even if in future will feel sad..

den feel sad lor..

its the present that matters..

so..

i am really contented to be with bear bear now..

happy pau!

Sunday, October 3, 2010

bear bear! 7:10 PM

where is my bear bear!

where!!

haiz..

its already 7.10pm..

he is still not back yet..

haiz..

guess i'll just meet andy at tampines for dinner ba..

MISS MY BEAR..

but..

so late already..

he has sch tmr..

if i still go meet him..

he will sure sleep late...

and he will feel tired the next day for sch..

am i a bad influence?

anyway!!

bear bear has studied hard..

hope bear has enjoyed himself this weekend!!

and is feeling happy and relaxed

hahahahahahaha..