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Monday, October 11, 2010

weird pau 8:22 PM

hehe.. i think i am crazy.

ytd when i was in kbox with bear bear..

i suddenly felt..

hahaha.. that i am..

madly in love with him?

hahaha..

i think i am crazy..

and after i was forced to tell him..

he..

actually..

laughed it off!

hmph!

hahahahaahaha..

made me feel i am even more crazy..

LOL..

anyway..

felt super guilty why we didnt left with marcus..

bear bear must have been really worried..

worse thing is..

i fell asleep first..

luckily martin took leave to look after his ma today..

hmmm..

i dunno..

if i was dreaming.. or i really heard it..

bear bear told martin i wanted to take off to stay hm and look their ma..

he laughed..

hmmm..

whether it is dream anot..

it just occured to me when i saw bear bear conversation with martin wad..

marcus got showflat..

his dad gotta wake up early..

martin got attachment..

bear bear got sch..

den the ma will be alone at hm...

so if i got leave den i just take lor..

hmmm..

i know i am dumb and dunnno how to take care of pple..

but at least..

i can buy food for her and acc her ma..

anything still can bring her go dr..

hmmm..

but anyway..

its also good that martin has got leave..

haha..

i was very afraid and worried i wont be able to do a good job lor..

poor bear bear..

slept at 5plus.. and woke up at 7plus for sch..

tmr still got test..

he must be tired beat..

but.. there is nth i can do to help him..

feels so useless..

haiz..

OMG..

something is wrong with me..

i haven ate anything today..

and i..

am still not hungry..

and dun feel like eating anything..

hahaha..

i am a weird pau~~

LOL..